★ Never perfect
why must i change because of one person? - Fatin
Why am i trying so hard to change myself? My efforts are gone to waste. Seems like i'm not doing enough, what can i say? I'm not perfect. No one is, no one will be. I am me, i'm not a machine. You can't remove what you don't like or change the parts you hate just like that. It's hard to please everyone, i'm beginning to show a another side of me to others, a side that people told me to change into, but it's never enough. There's always things about me they still hate, but hey, i'm trying.
Again, no point getting mad or irritated or rant on twitter indirectly about me when i don't know my mistakes. Look, if i really did upset you there and then, take this as a plea, PLEASE, Tell me. I swear, sometimes i say things that hurt people, i'm just being straightforward and honest, i'm not the type of person that sugar-coats her words to make the truth sound nicer or pleasing to the ear. This is reality, and i'm giving it to you. It all depends if you can accept the reality as i see it, or get mad & annoyed with me because you can't accept it.
Went out with Cheetat yesterday to Orchard to get a new pair of shoes to replace my broken pair (yes! striked off my wishlist). We went to Cineleisure's leftfoot, rockstar, somerset313's Limited Ed Vault, and the sports shop beside it. The designs were either not my taste, or i couldn't afford it (I only had $250 with me), so we ended up going to Adidas Original's shop along orchard road(the one opp far east) and got a pair of highcuts! It was the last pair, in my size, so i bought it because i was sick of walking around.. Yeah it was one of the lazy days.. It was fun catching up with Cheetat and talking a lot of nonsense.. Kinda miss the days when i was still in the same class with him and the rest.. Oh well.
Currently my new jam! Take a listen!