One of a kind;
★ Dilemma
Posted On Thursday, December 27, 2012 @ 9:57 PM by Yourname | 0 Comments This Entry
4 more days till the end of 2012, is there something we haven't done in 2012, something you might regret? Been seeing tweets like "2013: It'll get better." or something. Why isn't it "2013: The year you start to do shit for yourself"? Seeing how people complain that they haven't done much for the year, so isn't it about time you do shit? Maybe that diet you want to go, but didn't because you always told yourself "maybe tomorrow". Or that little bit more effort in studying, perhaps? A little will go a long way.. Sigh, somehow i feel like i'm being bounded by people's words. I'm a little bit too sensitive, no? After hearing some people commenting on me liking this one guy, and how it'll affect them as a whole clique... Wow, i must be a burden. Is it bad to like someone? I mean, it's not like i can control my feelings.. Now i feel like everything i'm doing is a crime. I even have to think more than twice before doing or saying something now. I'm so afraid of falling so deep, it'll take me so long to get up and get on with life. I don't know what are his feelings, i don't know if i stand a chance, i don't know anything! But i'm just holding on to this thin line of hope, that somehow he'll like me back. I know it's my wishful thinking... It's been bugging me for a long time. Should i keep holding on? Or let go? Give up? I mean, i really like the guy... But if someone were to ask me why and what.. i won't be able to answer.. Can't i like someone without a reason? :l A lot of people are asking, do you really like him? I do. And i'm afraid i might like him even more....
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSS.
someone save me, maybe?
